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taking my leave

good bye im leaving take it the wrong way if you want we were close once which is exactly why i dont want you in my periphery but feel free to take it the wrong way id say youre entitled to i used to say that loves greatest mystery was the intimacy trust tenderness turned strangership and the taste of blood under clasped teeth and fake smiles and anyway people would trade a thousand hookups to one person whoud step between them and those who do what those who do do aint my people aint my tribe aint me I aint much grown an old mans scent and fat bad teeth and so bad breath thats about it but my heart is banging hard and crimson and yesterday i stepped between a broken bottle and a stranger without fear thats me and i know this aint my time but i have no intention to make it mine so im taking my leave if you want you know where to reach me if you dont dont

words of dusk

take my neck let it hold take my liver make it work take my eyes let them see take my heart and make it beat take these bones and make them last another day let me straighten out my back tomorrow when i wake take my feet make them walk take my teeth have them chew take my knees take my lungs and let them breathe thats all one more day then ill be on my way leave you to your own devices let you be your stars are very black tonite your darkness very bright the rain and cold your hiding sun me? according to your mold: very, very young and very old thats all

waking night

wake night waiting for the poison waiting for the poison to leave my limbs to let go of the heart let go of my knees and my clenched teeth waiting for the poison for the fear to subside for the anger monster to go away waiting for my poison to break me leave me in tears carry me on iron wheels through the burning rage and bitter hate to sorrowland